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Postby Shakakasa В» 16.10.2019

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Onward and upward. I can't help myself. It's going to be very hard to stop. Before I started this diary it had been 37 days straight gambling. I can't just switch off can I? Here on the forum you can share your experiences in a safe, supportive and accepting environment. So, share as much sxle as little as you sale but do try to stick to keeping just one thread in this forum so people know where to find you if they want to be updated on your progress or share something with you.

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Postby Gardazragore В» 16.10.2019

The round up rule as we all know or maybe not is when I have an odd amount of money, you gamble the odds. Can addiction really be put in an order? A few months ago we went halves on the card machine.

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Postby Kazigor В» 16.10.2019

How would you react if your friend was addicted to heroin, now in recovery, and told you he was just going to do the smallest of hits once per week. Playing it smart. Hoping I stay strong.

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Postby Dagul В» 16.10.2019

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Postby Merr В» 16.10.2019

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